Please support my Dark (and not-so-dark) Art

If you haven’t seen it on PoorWorld.net, well, I thought I’d post a blog since blogs are searchable on Google by the contents of each post. So hopefully this will reach some audience in time. So, if you haven’t seen my site, I’ve been painting lately. It’s an idea that came to me in a dream as a way that I could possibly try to make a little money since I’m too fat and too poor to be given a job. Well I’ve got my paintings up for sale on eBay, which end this Friday evening so hurry up and check it out! You’ll be supporting completely independant, outsider artwork by a once-and-future homeless person.

Anyway, the original idea was to create Dark Art based on scenes from dreams that I’ve had a good 10-15+ years ago, as a child and teenager. I’ve also branched off into painting portraits of my cats (also up on eBay), which came out rather cute, so I thought those would appeal to other cat lovers. But for the most part, my subject matter is dark, gothic, surreal, and horror-themed kind of stuff. I have galleries up on PoorWorld.net with links that will take you to the eBay listings where you can own an Ashe original.

http://poorworld.net/paint.html is the main gallery page. Please do go visit and check out my paintings and help support a truly poor artist.

Updates

I’ve finally got around to updating the site. I’ve been painting! You can see them on PW.net in the <a href=”http://poorworld.net/paint.html”>Dark Art Gallery</a> and also get your hands on them at eBay: http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=150244945643 and http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=150244948486 . So check it out! Especially if you’re into the gothic/surreal/bizarre/dark/horror kind of thing!

Other than that, not much else to report. No burning injustices to rant about at the moment. I’m too tired. So just check out the site updates and my paintings on eBay.

More WV ignorance & discrimination?

Hmm… Just saw on Oprah, and I know it’s a repeat, that in 30 states (WV being one of them) you can be discriminated against or fired from your job for being gay. (See, I always knew the “EOE” stuff didn’t exist here!!) Anyhow, it has been suggested to me once that I might have never been given a job because I’m fat, and thus, employers assume I’m a lesbian. I know it’s a belief out there that fat = lesbian. Well, as horribly offensive as it is to me that gay, lesbian and bisexual, transgendered or any other people be discriminated against, I AM NOT GAY!!! Furthermore, I’m sickened by the very thought of the severe ignorance in this state if everyone just assumes that being fat makes one a lesbian!! Trust me, motherfuckers, I may be fat as all hell, but I’m ALL about the cock! I love dick and only dick! No ands, if’s or but’s about it - I AM STRAIGHT! I’m a FAT woman and I LIKE MEN! Got that?!?! Want proof?? If you could see the dashboard of my car - pictures of HOT MEN! If you could see my computer - got plenty of pictures of big sexy men and their big dicks!! Don’t you hillbilly wanna-be yuppies dare discriminate against me for a job on your ASSUMPTION that fat = lesbian! I may be the fattest fatass in town but I’m all about the cock, baby! You fucking inbred, backwards, dimwitted, dumbshit, redneck Children of the Corn, Wrong Turn, bible-thumping hillbilly motherfuckers are REALLY going too far if THAT’S why I haven’t ever been given a job!!!

End note: West Virginia - the state were national policy, federal laws and nationally-enjoyed rights and freedoms don’t exist!

Demanding money

There’s been a little “war” going on here at home over the giving of money to everyone who demands it. Yes, demands a donation, not asks for it. See, we’re very poor as it is. Now, if my grandmother wanted to spend $35 on herself for something, then fine, she has every right to do so. But to give money away, especially to people who have jobs where they make enough money to own a nice house and nice things, and to do so all the while screaming and yelling at me for everything I buy, well, I just can’t accept that! I won’t let her give money away!

What’s worse is these telemarketing jerk-offs don’t just ask for money, but they demand it. They get adamant and raise their voice to her, demanding a pledge from an old lady whose got the mental & emotional capacity of a 4-year-old when it comes to making decisions & taking care of business, and they call back all pissy with an attitude when they don’t get their money, fucking extorting it from her!!

But hell, even if it were The Humane Society or something, I wouldn’t mind her donating to an animal charity once in a while - the poor animals don’t have jobs to pay for their own food & vet care. But cops have jobs!! You have an income!! You own houses and have a lot more than people from my social class could ever dream of having! So just back off, richies!! You have money! Learn to budget if you’re so god damned desperate!! Stop harassing old ladies on measly social security pensions for extra income!!!!

Computer Brain

Earlier today I helped my mom with a computer problem, as I have a few times before, for everyone I know. You know, when you’re a computer geek, you’re personal tech support for everyone else you know. But anyways, it was just the comment my mom made, which coming from her you know it has to be serious since I don’t think she thinks too much of me most of the time… Well she was going on and on about me being such a computer whiz and all and she was like, “Why don’t you have a job in computers?” and I answered, “Because I’m faaaat!” And like I went on to say, no one ever told me you had to be a size 2 or less to sit at a computer all day! It’s the absolute truth. I’ve never seen anyone who wasn’t an anorexic stick working a desk job around here. And half of ‘em don’t do any work anyway - just sit there. Oh well, I know it doesn’t pay to be smart in this world. The world wants braindead morons who couldn’t find their ass from a hole in the ground, who can barely read the screen that tells them what to say because they’re too stupid to formulate half of a thought if their life depended on it. So if that’s what the world wants - fine then. It sucks being broke and poor with no income, but at least I know I’m smarter than everyone else.

Unfair Housing in the Yuppie Scum Hell that is WV

*Note that I write this entry independent of anyone else’s knowledge, input or influence.

I live in what’s supposed to be an “upscale mobile home community”, in other words, it’s a trailer park run by a rich yuppie who thinks this is the O.C., California or something. And by the way, the part about it being upscale is in my words, because of the many arbitrary rules we have, that I believe only exist because the rich yuppies think they are gods and they can make and enforce ANY rules they want. That’s the definition of arbitrary: unfair, pointless, based on personal preference/judgement, and/or based on a “you’ll do as I say simply because I can make you do anything I want” high-and-mighty attitude. I’m going to see if I can get some input from an attorney (although I’ve never been able to get so much as Legal Aid to talk to me before), but according to what information I’ve dug up online, it looks like there might be a chance that some of these rules could be found arbitrary and not be able to be enforced upon us in court.

I also came across this site, which isn’t much help, but it does confirm that the existence of mobile home parks in itself is a predatory form of real estate that preys upon the elderly and the poor who can not afford close to $200,000 for a real house. It does note that WV is one of the states where there has to be a really good reason for eviction.

We have NEVER been late on our lot rent in the 8 years we’ve lived here. NEVER! To make matters worse, the lot rent has gone up and up and up every several months. What began at $175/mo is now $260/mo, making us the most expensive trailer park in the area, at which no utilities are covered when at other trailer parks in the area with comparable lot rents include garbage pick up, and some include water as well. So we pay more than anyone else and have no utilities included.

Now, here’s the problem… We are constantly threatened with eviction. We receive letter after letter threatening to evict us because there are a few feral cats around here. Last year we were threatened with eviction because of the feral cats, as if we are supposed to be a fucking cat rescue and trap these cats ourselves?!? Last year I took 13 cats off the streets and found homes for them - catching them with my bare hands as I am too poor to afford the $100 that it costs to buy a live trap. There are 4 ferals left that are too skittish and with my disabilities, I simply can not catch them. So they’ve threatened us, for the 3rd or 4th time now, to evict us because there are feral cats around here. Note their endless list of rules says outside pets are not allowed, and I have told them time and time again the feral cats are not ours, yet they continue to harrass us and threaten eviction. But their rules DO NOT say that we are responsible for controlling feral populations! How about the neighbors who have unneutered males that they allow outside all the time?!? Why don’t they go after those people?!?

No - I believe we are unfairly harrassed in this park because we quite obviously have much less financial means and resources than all of our neighbors. seriously, take a look around at all the nice new SUVs and monster pick up trucks and then look at my peice of shit car. Somehow I just have a feeling that we’re the only ones being threatened with eviction every few months, and I wouldn’t be surprised if we are a target because at least on the surface, it looks like we are quite poorer than most of the other residents here.

Also, we are not the only one violating the mile-long list or arbitrary rules. The rules say no satelite dishes, yet there are more than several dishes here! The rules say that kids shouldn’t be outside unsupervised, but they run around unsupervised in the middle of the street all the time! The rules say that there are to be “no personal effects” outside at any time - which means no belongings are to be outdoors - no toys, no lawn furniture, no plants, nothing - and how many of us have some chairs or a bench or some plants, huh? Not to mention some yards are absolutely littered with kids’ toys and junk, but hey - you’re rich so she’s not going to bother you about breaking the rule is she? Ohh noo of course not! The worst rule of all I believe is that you are not allowed to work at home here! The rules say no running a business of ANY kind! Well that would mean that you can’t sell stuff on eBay, I can’t sell bumper stickers for $1 or anything else on my site, and none of us can use any of those “work at home” programs then. I do know of one person in this park who makes a living with their own home business (no, it’s NOT me).. But that isn’t just an unfair, arbitrary rule, that’s a total human rights violation as far as I’m concerned! I mean, are you fucking serious??? You expect everyone have to report to a job outside the home?!? This is supposed to be the Land of the Free and HOW DARE some foreigner come here and tell us how we are or aren’t allowed to make our money that pays them their ever-increasing rent!! (not that I makie a damn cent with my web site or eBay account, because I don’t, but if I did, don’t fucking tell me how I can or can’t make the money that pays your rich ass.) So anyway, to all of you who have an eBay or any other similar account, we’re all in violation of the rules. Are you ready to stand up for yourselves yet and challenge these unfair rules and practices? Well, you should! I’m tired of living in a world where everyone bends over and takes it up the ass! Grow a spine and take back this world once and for all!! 

Edit & update:

After several days since posting this, I realise my words may seem harsh, but they are my opinions and views and mine alone. The person I live with does not know how to use a computer or ever view anything on the Internet at all, so what I say can not be held against that person. I thought I should just make that clear. This is FREEDOM OF SPEECH on my part and mine alone.

New blog

I’m starting over on the blog because I haven’t had any reason to update the old one. So, stay tuned for site updates & other stuff, I guess.